is it i did something wrong today?

I not sure.

Seems like i doing the wrong thing everyday.

Early in the morning, he play with my phone, he said he wanted to read my sms.

So, i did not say anything and i allowed him to read them.

So he knew my everything.

I did not know this is god or bad for me.

I just wish he knew everything and tell me what he actually think of me.

But, after that he started to sms with 3 girls and like flirting with them.

I was like "what the hell" and I am getting jealous.

He like angry me and i did not know why.

I hope i can know what he thinking.

And yet, i felt so guilty to him.
I was like the one who caused him to lost money alot. I mean alot.

Or maybe sometime i think too much?

Yea, today i knew something new about you.

It was like the reason which make you not to be in a relationship?

I was like ouch, how can a guy tahan that?

I felt sorry but it makes me getting more ^*($ to you.

I dunno what happening to me.

Can somebody help me PLS?

totally dunno what i thinking......