I smell something different~

Or maybe i should not sms him?

He never acted like this to me.

He treated me differently right now.

Is it because he knew about it already?

Or its his jealousy?

I want to know the answer please.

Its so suffering~

Maybe you will never know what i am thinking.

Maybe you will never know how i feel.

Maybe you will not going to understand my feeling.

But 

i wish one day, maybe some day i can express it out to you.

And maybe you will accept it.

Just give me sometime to think over it.

I don't wish to lose this friendship with you.

I really dont know what going on on myself.