Finally i understanding myself.

Sitting in the living room.

Looking at the rainy sky.

I finally get what actually i thinking.

Yes, maybe i had the feeling to you,

but you seems likely to be only my brother.

That's all.

I am totally not the apple of your eyes

AND

You too, not the cup of coffee of mine.

 Brother~~~Always~~

I and my him quarrel again last 2 days.

He said i hide something from him.

I dare not to tell him what actually i hiding.

I din hide anything from him. 

I told you everything i have with me.

But, only this, i know i should not tell you.

Even it had become a past to my life.

I don't wish to make you sad and don't wish this could be a scar for both of us.

I want to be happily with you.

I don't wish you will think about it everyday over and over again.

I know you will.......

Just keep it inside my heart~

Don't worry~

Promise you, i will never hurt you anymore.

I will study hard all the time.

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Sky is still raining.

Feel so cold.

And it makes me to think about you.

Hug you and together~

we looking at the redish sky.