A chance might given to me~

A chance might be given out by me~

USA exchange student program

I was once so excited when i heard about it.

Should i apply for it?

Should i forget about it?

I not sure.

Suppose, i thought its easy for me to make my decision~

Just like going and gain experience, traveling or study abroad.

But, once i decided to apply.

Many problems pop out from my mind.

I not yet ask permission from my parents.

I told Sayang and he ask me think carefully first.

I had to extend 1 year.

I had to leave my housemates, coursemates, family for 3 months.

And extend 1 year, again.

How my ptptn?

How i gonna leave my Sayang?

I am totally happy with my life now.

But, its a good chance for me.

Give up?

Or Grab it?

I not sure and i know nobody can give me the answer.

So i just decided.
Maybe i should try to get the form, read the terms and conditions.

Then only i got my decision~

That's what i should be doing~

Hmmm, i also "bu she de" to leave my Sayang~

I feel so lonely here without him.

Yet, i gonna fly so far away from him.

Lagi susah~

No way~

I need him badly.

And i know he does need me too~~