island again~!

To accompany ling to kill her boredom, i went to the Mamutik Island again.
Suppose ling accompany crayon to go, but crayon was 1 of the committee of the activities, so its better i accompany her to go as she will be alone there.

Different friends to go with, of course there is different feeling, but i really feel the relax to be all the time in the sea.

Strong wave and strong wind, just a different feel when i went with my housemate.

A brand new in library~

I never step into the university library for this 3rd semester until today, until the day after a month, i came and sit for a few hours. I now only realize there are really lot of the first year student for this year and almost everyday library is full but of course without me. I never thought to stop at library when i finish class, i only think my home, sweet sweet home.

Always i reach home around 5 and rest for a while, then me and my fren play masak masak. I am not the one to cook, but i help to prepare those ingredients. That's why i got a big big cut on my finger. Its a ugly wound now, i hope it disappear soon. 

Then, night or no matter when we are free, we are always like the gamblers. Sit on the floor, with a cup of coffee or tea. Then, chips on our hand and then GAMBLE~!

We almost did it every week, not only poker card, we got a set of mahjong to play. Coursemate came to my house, not for visiting but for card or mahjong.

What's so nice to play i also dunno, i really wonder am i suit to play or gambling or not? i can say that i am the biggest loser. I never win even 1 game. I always send my money to other people. 

Haha.....

Gonna study the 12 page articles and make my summary now. I totally hate that. This is the first time i got to study article and too much theory for this semester. 

I want my programming back~!!

Birthday Girl

Happy happy birthday sis, Wei sing~!

You are 21 now and no more 12 ya......

Kudat Trip

After island, we went for a one day trip to kudat town.
Start our journey early at 4am.
My 'papa' is the driver.
He is so man, did not sleep at the night before.
And i sleep all the way to kudat just beside him.
'Mom' is the one who accompany him.
Sweet nia my 'pa' and my 'ma'.
First, we go to tip of borneo.
Then, we jalan jalan makan.
The famous taufu cost us so much and we will never go for a meal again, i think...
Then all the way, we went to mini zoo.
Then the famous LOngHouse.
Its is the place where the hong kong movie took place.
Nice and sweet to sleep.
Pay rm2 as the entrance fee and slept in the long house for 2 hours.
Nice nice nice......
I wish i can go around Sabah and Sarawak before i graduate....
Hope my dreams will all come true.

男朋友

男朋友就是为了陪你而放弃了他最爱的玩游戏、打篮球的那

个人；
男朋友就是每天不厌其烦的陪你吃饭、打水、散步、自习、送你回宿舍（家）的那个人；
男朋友就是虽然身上没什么钱，也会请你吃饭的那个人；
男朋友就是早晨你醒来时第一个想到的那个人；
男朋友就是能跟你打电话聊到半夜都舍不得挂的那个人；
男朋友就是在你最艰难的时候陪伴在你身边的那个人；
男朋友就是为了不让你担心，无论出了什么事都要自己默默承担的那个人；
男朋友就是手机里总是存满你给他发的短信，直到信箱满了都舍不得删掉的那个人；
男朋友就是无论你是不是漂亮都会夸赞你漂亮的那个人；
男朋友就是以玩游戏为由察看你的手机纪录，确信跟你常联系的都是你的女性朋友才放心的那个人；
男朋友就是学会唱他认为好听的歌，然后在你耳边唱给你听的那个人；
男朋友就是努力做到让你用崇拜的眼光来看他的那个人；
男朋友就是在你任性、耍小脾气时，也会忍住脾气不会冲你发火的那个人；
男朋友就是看到你流泪时，为你擦去泪水给你一个温暖拥抱的那个人；
男朋友就是就算你犯了错误，也舍不得骂你的那个人；
男朋友就是可以在车站等你很久也不会介意的那个人；
男朋友就是明明最不喜欢逛街，还能陪你一家一家的逛到你觉得满意为止的那个人；
男朋友就是最爱在你面前展露他的本领的那个人；
男朋友就是有着宽厚的肩膀可以让你随时依靠的那个人；
男朋友就是吃饭时放慢速度等你的那个人；
男朋友就是总是让你走在马路内侧的那个人；
男朋友就是过马路时会紧紧拉住你的手的人；
男朋友就是就算情人节也不会买花给你，让你对他又爱又气的那个人；
男朋友就是深夜为你开着手机的那个人；
男朋友就是用自行车带你出去兜风的那个人……

1 day trip

Went to 3 island yesterday.

I am dark dark dark now,

feel the body full of pain.

Cut by the stone bottom of my foot.

But still it is full of fun.

I aways wanted to go to island, 

but always dont get the chance to go.

At last, i sekali gus went 3 of them.

Manukan, Mamutik and also Sapi Island.

Yea, manukan not bad, quite big and we are the first to reach the island as it is still early. 

Nice, but not so much fishy. Play inside the water for the whole day.

I was upside down when bullied by Crayon.

Oh man, the water is so so so damn salty.

I drank alot of them.

Next, we went to Mamutik. It is the best among the 3 island.

Fishy fishy all all around us even i just step into the water.

Went snorkeling and alot of nemo inside it.

Fishy bite me.....

So scary and i dare not to go far far.

Had our lunch here too. 

Crayon woke up early in the morning and cook for us.

Fried rice + sausage + eggie.

Really tasty o Crayon.

That's why you need to cook everyday.

Last, sapi island.

The person who in charge of our boat told me that mamutik is full of nemo fish.

Then he also told me, sapi island is full of "duyung". I told him don't bluff at me.

Then when i reached mamutik and down in the water, i just realised, it is true what he told me.

Duyung = = pretty bikini girls

Oh man, all foreign and sexy bikini girls.

We were like WOW.

Hug in the water and kissing.

Change cloth without any toilet~ (too bad i missed it)

Crayon said we should always go Sapi.

Guys are always like this.

Haha...

Thats the end of our day with a simple dinner nearby our house.

It is a day full of joyment even i am hurt.

Next ntrip next trip please.

I am still wondering wanna go again to mamutik again this coming sunday anot.

But i am really dark and having sunburn.

Mahjong

Mahjong~Mahjong~ Mahjong~ Mahjong~ Mahjong~ Mahjong~ Mahjong~ Mahjong~ 

I never won in Sabah.....

Please make me even 1 time winner i also will feel the hapiness.......

Everyday, not poker then mahjong.

Friends sekalian, we have to control ourselves bah.

No more gambling fro weekdays.

But can play only during weekends.

Haha....

If not, i bankrupt and you all gotta be the millionaire.....

I am always the loser,

I also don't understand why.

And what is the reason so.

Thanks alot all my buddy, darlings and everybody.

I knew and i can felt all the care that u received from you all.

I am better and ok now....

No much worry for me....

I don't like that feeling at all.....

I don't care about it anymore~!!

Dunno why, feel like this time i came back and my homesick get serious.

I din tell anybody about this.

But seriously, i miss my family badly.

I playing poker play mahjong everyday.

Feel like very free very enjoy. 

Yea, before sleep i will think about papa pia, mama mia, mei mei, o kui and ah ma also.

Maybe things happen on me and i could not handle very well.

I was just too upset for what had happen.

I shud not be treated like this.

I should really try to let off.

But everytime i only noe to speak it out. 

No action for me, i should control my own emotion and my feeling.

I always tell myself, i will not miss you, care you anymore.

i dont love you at all.

But, i totally cant let off.

I just dunno why.

That day, u sms me and treated me like your gf.

I ask you, am i ur gf?

You say u dunno and say only i am ur bixiang.

But at the end, only i realise i am not i am not i am not.

You want me to tell u wat to do if you cant get a gf?

Pls, tell me wat to do before i could tell you. 

I really out of my mind.

I suppose not to contact you anymore, 

but hand is no more i can control.

Nothing i can control.

Now, tell me what should i do?

Wait???

How long i have to wait?

Let off???

What i can do so that i can let off you?

I am currently in Sabah now.

Yea, so fast i had started my second year here.

Mentioned before, i am not staying in my hostel anymore.

I moved out and stay with my buddies in a terrace house outside school now.

House is still not really clean yet, and this will be what i gonna clean this coming saturday.

Stay for this few day, don't feel like going to school.

I love bed alot.

I dont want to wake up and go for class.

But i have to....

Good to say that,

i stayed outside and we able to cook our own dinner.

EvErYdAy~!!

Really fun playing around.

1 of my male fren knows to cook.

Delicious he can cook.

And Si fein could cook nice as well.

I am the one who dunno cook.

And only can sit and wait for food.

Yummy....

i am starving gonna have dinner at home again.

Feel like playing masak masak nia

haha......

I understand

Sometimes, when we are in a bad mood, nobody will try to understand or just understand the feeling we are undergoing. Maybe i am not good to express it out so that you will try to feel it, but i think i will sometimes write everything on my face or maybe the way i talk, chat with you. Nobody will have happy feeling everyday, every moment every second. Neither YOU or ME. As an example, something bad happened and you kept complain to me. I trying to comfort you, but you wont understand my feeling. Seriously to say, you are selfish since the day i knew you. You only think over the importance of everything for yourself and not other people, not even your parents. Fooling around with you is not a big deal, but i hope you will take good care of yourself, your life. I will still care and worry for you, you just like a bomb and will burst up poeple's anger anytime. Really hope you will understand this point. 

Love you Buddy~

Jmie, i not really know what exactly happen to you. But i understand as your situation is quite similar to me. Those person will never understand what the reason we angry, or feel not comfortable, or frustrated. Sometime we love each other sometime we argue. But we have to control ourself, 'sabar sabar sabar'. Tell yourself this and everything will be all right.

That's the reason why i also have no temper, and i seem like nothing to worry about. 

I have alot problem, just i dunno how to express it out to family, friends. 

I felt like everything is my problem, and nobody did wrong.

I just wonder why everything will happen on me.

But there always i will put a smile on my face.

Smile everything, Your worry will go away.

PC world

That's what kid always do when they are around my house.

Both are my cousins.

Each person a computer.
And

They are playing the same game.

Plants VS Zombies.

My dad's kid also came and played only games.

Wonder what will happen for the future soon.....

Swensen

A simple lunch yet it warmed my heart.

Went for a lunch with my sis and Jmie.

Jmie got the ^buy 1 free 1^ voucher, so we just went in.

Quite nice, not bad.

But

not

for

*thumb up*

Chockie

Last week, aunt came back from KL.

She bought me a pack of present.

For the sharing among me, bro and also sis.

Its a huge huge pack of choc where she bought it when trip to Hong Kong.

Thanks alot, aunt.

A lil secret to you.

* i love choc, but only white and dark choc*