I understand

Sometimes, when we are in a bad mood, nobody will try to understand or just understand the feeling we are undergoing. Maybe i am not good to express it out so that you will try to feel it, but i think i will sometimes write everything on my face or maybe the way i talk, chat with you. Nobody will have happy feeling everyday, every moment every second. Neither YOU or ME. As an example, something bad happened and you kept complain to me. I trying to comfort you, but you wont understand my feeling. Seriously to say, you are selfish since the day i knew you. You only think over the importance of everything for yourself and not other people, not even your parents. Fooling around with you is not a big deal, but i hope you will take good care of yourself, your life. I will still care and worry for you, you just like a bomb and will burst up poeple's anger anytime. Really hope you will understand this point. 

Love you Buddy~

Jmie, i not really know what exactly happen to you. But i understand as your situation is quite similar to me. Those person will never understand what the reason we angry, or feel not comfortable, or frustrated. Sometime we love each other sometime we argue. But we have to control ourself, 'sabar sabar sabar'. Tell yourself this and everything will be all right.

That's the reason why i also have no temper, and i seem like nothing to worry about. 

I have alot problem, just i dunno how to express it out to family, friends. 

I felt like everything is my problem, and nobody did wrong.

I just wonder why everything will happen on me.

But there always i will put a smile on my face.

Smile everything, Your worry will go away.