wei wei~~

This post is dedicated for wei wei~~my beloved~~

Wei, i know until now you still undecide where to go, stay in penang and continue work or go to kl to continue you study.
But, you should know, no matter where you go, wat decision you made, i will always be with you, support you.
Now, i have to study in Sabah (University Sabah Malaysia), Jaimie still in Penang, study in USM (University Science Malaysia), but mayb she will be moved to KL, and yet Poh Ying is studying in Perak (UTAR)......
We already all study in different part of Malaysia, but our frenship wil never break. We will stick to each other forever......

~~Love you~~
my darling
my dear
my sweetheart

sudden

Wat a sudden to know that your grandma has left this world this morning...
I never thought this day wil come so soon....
Its should be after a decade more for her to be in this world....

AH MA,
even though we are not very close, but somehow, i love you like how i love my grandma......

I AM BACK !

Penang..!!

i am back to my very own home..

my sweet sweet home..

i do really mis my bed alot..

Everyone was shocked to see me home yesterday...

My grandma, my grandpa, my mom, my dad and my aunt too

I did not tell them i wil be back yesterday.

Really a SURPRISE for them.

who mis me?

haha....

i mis my family...

i mis my frens....

i mis my form 6 frens....

and the most...

i miss the moment i have during secondary......

i mis my buddy......

jaimie,wei wei, poh ying, soo fheng, stephanie,andrea,su theng,khesin

and

many many more...

feel likes time fly very fast...

so fast....

and i finish my first semester in the university already

feel like the day i js went there.

only the diference is tat i get more n more frens.

hope that one day,

TIMES

wil stop..

and

i can do everything i wish

BEFORE

time continue to go on....

pillow fight

PILLOW FIGHT IN PENANG !!!!!


WHO
WANNA
GO
TOGETHER
WITH
ME?


I WAN
I WAN
I WAN


I WAN TO GO PILLOW FIGHT

PILLOW PILLOW
FIGHT FIGHT
!!!!!!!!!

happy birthday~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY...!!

My mini sis, wish you all the best ya...

We celebrated it for you today.

Yea....

at least we finish the programming exam.

You look sad and sad only i can see from you when you finish the exam.

Sorry we shud not discuss the exam after finish it.

It makes you feel dificult to overcome your mind....

thinking wat have you did during the exam,

is it good or bad....

don worry too much,

my dear sis,

you can get better results than mine.

Lagipun,

Peng Hoi still able to have so much time to sleep;

yet lagi can make a story for us by drawing COMICS on the exam paper,

haha....

He is PRO....!!!!!!

Whenever you are sad,

i wil also be a good listener for you de.

You told me i am your best among best sis right?

so i should take the responsible to take care of you...

Mentally...

and

also

physically......

Love you all always~~

especially you, lei lei~~

the other dun jealous ya...!!

i love you all too.....

MUAKS....

MUAKS.....

hope our frenship last forever.......

对不起

一直以来我没有翻过想过我有什么钱财的问题，到现在依然没有，因为，只要我一开口和妈妈说我没钱，妈妈就会把钱给我，来了沙巴依然一样。可是，今天我突然觉得我在这里，沙巴，在用的钱居然是他的私家钱，突然觉得我很对不起妈妈。我还以为他会和爸爸说了再给我，可是妈妈却没有说，为什么呢？妹妹说，妈妈是担心爸爸会说我乱花钱，政府都有借款应该够用了，可是很快我就花光啦。我来了沙巴的花费真的很大，可以说是一个月都用大概一千呢。我真的很惭愧。。。妈妈，对不起。我爱你哦 ！！

糊涂荔

幸福是自己去寻找的，而不是上帝施给你的。。。。

这句话使我朋友，糊涂荔，告诉我的。。。

你说你评你理。。。

我真的会找到属于我自己真正的幸福吗？

有谁可以告诉我，

幸福

是甜是苦是酸是辣是什么味道的呢？

我的人生都已经到了二十，

也和普通人一样，

懂得过生活，就是不懂什么是幸福。

是不是浪费了时间呢？？

another 1...

By the way, can i ask this from you also???

Lol...

I muka so thick nia.....

Roxy!!

At last, i can own a Roxy bag bag...!!

I dreamt bout it since i last saw it in the Roxy shop.

Its so pretty...

And now,

Chia Hui is coming back from aussie,

I hope that that he can get 1 for me.

I really wan to have it...

Mayb its very common for someone to have such expensive bag.

But i never buy so expensive bag.

But....

YEAH..!!!

right now....

i gonna get 1 for myself.....

feel~

Suddenly, my feel become so down. When sms with you, i feel so irritating, but when i din get any mesage from you i feel like some part of me mising somewhere....
Why? i dunno why this will happen to me?
I know myself still have the feeling to you, but i really cant b together with you. I scare i will did something bad to you again. I know you never give up on me since we broke up. I know you try to care for me, do everything good to me. I can feel it. I know you still waiting for my answer. Just i dunno whether if i shud be together with you anot. I scare that i wil make you sad again. Some thing my fren told me made me to believe her that i m not the gal for you. I really dunno how to decide....Can anyone give me any clues? I really out of my mind.....
Today, you did not sms or chat with me......Make me to think of you miss of you...But wat can i do? Tell you and be together with you again? I dunno wats the future will be if i be with you. I cant be so selfish, js wanna be with you at this moment and did not think bout the future right?
Its too cruel to you. We have been sad for so many times and broke up so many times, I really dunno wat to do.

I still can remember how we know each other. Yea, through the net, but its really a long time ago. I know you when i am standard six like that. That time i only finish UPSR nia. Then i know you cousin first, then i ka know you de. Hehe, suppose i suka you cousin....Then suddenly din contact him d. Only contact you, everyday, no sms also will miss call... Then when i form 3, you suddenly tell me weirdo weirdo things, and then we together d. We stay in 2 different place, i in Penang and you r in Perak. But still we can undergo our relationship. But somehow, we still quarrel sometime tough. Haha. Really funny when think back bout that. Until i now already in University, you still contact with me everyday. Really appreciate you. When i in trouble you also there to support me. You really treat me very well.....

One more chance for you????
If you see my post, and you tell me that you heart me.
Then i wil say Yes to you.
I return the fate to the God.

Thats all~~~
Thanks GOD for helping me al the way and i will make GOD to do the decision for me...

kundasang trip

This is a very very old post d....

suppose to be posted up after raya...

but i was too lazy to blog....

so i just make it here now....

My frens and i went to kundasang in Sabah here...

Its so cold.....

Its a place somekind like Cameron Highlands....

but

its colder than Cameron...

yea, i love it.

Really a nice place to go to visit......

Let makes the pictures to do the talking.......

Me, Wan ying, crayon, hooi sing, si fein and xin ying

On the way to the entrance of the Mount Kinabalu.
Its freaking cold there..

Yea, ball ball what chinese call tang yuan...

Having our steamboat diner there....

SUit the weather there...

Rafflesia.....

We saw it...

And we have to pay js to take a look of it.

Up to Pekan Nabalu.

A lot things were sold there...

Behind us is the Mount Kinabalu.

Gals gang again.

Its the cow farm there....

Feel like i was in New Zealand.....

Strawberry farm....

Behind the chalet we stay at.....

War memorial.....

Full of flowers......

Me and tian ling......

sushi~~~

Its actually a long time post...

i am so lazy to edit any post...

but

today i am free..

so post anything i missed here.

YEA...

sushi....

sushi bonanza...

i love sushi alot....

i and my fren went there at 10 morning after our class..

we were the 2nd customers they served.

there were full of all sushi....

round round round around us...

so we ate alot...

until 12 then we go back.....

but then we not very satisfied...

so we went again the second day...

its again ful of sushi..

but not full of people..

mayb sabahan dunno wat is sushi????

i don care.....

i eat puas puas....

haha....

wow, think of sushi...

i wanna eat again....

exam....

Started my exam as planned today..

It wil take me a 3 weeks long time to finish the last paper..

As soon as i finish my last paper..

I going back to Penang the next day..

Can't wait to go back now..

Miss my home..

Miss my ma and pa...

Miss sis and bro..

Miss everyone !!

Its the place, the big hall i had my first exam paper..

It is full..

So scary when i started to do my exam..

It was suppose to be a 3hours paper..

Who knows..

After 2 hours..

Madam ask to stop writing..

What the heck..

I was like just started to do my paragraph writing..

And bullshit..

I have to finish it in 5minutes times before collect..

Luckily i still manage to finish it....

According my frens..

If you having stress..

Its better for you to have......

SWEET DREAM

with

A MASK

on your face....

so...

i did bought mask for myself..

MAYBE

somekind..

like

rewards for myself..

as i study really hard for the final..

Memoir~~

Looking back the pictures, i suddenly i felt that i was silly when i told myself, i had the feeling towards you. Open the facebook, search here and there, looking ppl's pict and suddenly scanned you pictures. Yea, its been almost a year we havent met and since that day on, we rarely contact or shud say, we NEVER contact.

I knew wat happen last time and why we stop contacting each other, horrible terrible agenda happened and mayb you felt i had betrayed you as i promised to keep as a secret for you. But, do you ever think bout me? Wat will happen to me if anything bad happen to you? Wat ppl will think i am if really anything happen to you?

Today, nobody know bout the past of your days, mayb we still can be frens, you, hueyi, me and also your brother. We used to spend together after tuition class, hang out together. I shud say that, my feeling towards is wrong. I just trying make somebody to be loved. But i actually found 1. Sorry tat i told you that i like you before, a mistake that i regretted i made it wrongly.

Sorry, my BEST FREN!

My breakfast

My breakfast always~~~

Guys, did you always guess hows my life in Sabah? Will it be tough for me if i am always living in Penang yet i need to stay i Sabah for 3 years? Actually, life here is quite relax able and enjoyable. Nothing to worry except not enough money. Haha....

Everyday went to lecture for a half day like kiddo goes for nursery and came back, sit in front my labbie and terus watch movies. To be honest, i had finished all the movies i have, it included 100++ of movies. Nothing else i can do, except movie and going to shopping mall......

Mom, u dun need to worry about what i eat, about my life here, I am really doing well. See, i bought a BIG box of HONEY STAR for myself for my breakfast. I wont be hungry, just i scare i getting fatter. Lol....

Dad, i really do noe that i always wasted money on unnecessary things, i think i should start to control myself by now, i should BUGDET myself...........