feel~

Suddenly, my feel become so down. When sms with you, i feel so irritating, but when i din get any mesage from you i feel like some part of me mising somewhere....
Why? i dunno why this will happen to me?
I know myself still have the feeling to you, but i really cant b together with you. I scare i will did something bad to you again. I know you never give up on me since we broke up. I know you try to care for me, do everything good to me. I can feel it. I know you still waiting for my answer. Just i dunno whether if i shud be together with you anot. I scare that i wil make you sad again. Some thing my fren told me made me to believe her that i m not the gal for you. I really dunno how to decide....Can anyone give me any clues? I really out of my mind.....
Today, you did not sms or chat with me......Make me to think of you miss of you...But wat can i do? Tell you and be together with you again? I dunno wats the future will be if i be with you. I cant be so selfish, js wanna be with you at this moment and did not think bout the future right?
Its too cruel to you. We have been sad for so many times and broke up so many times, I really dunno wat to do.

I still can remember how we know each other. Yea, through the net, but its really a long time ago. I know you when i am standard six like that. That time i only finish UPSR nia. Then i know you cousin first, then i ka know you de. Hehe, suppose i suka you cousin....Then suddenly din contact him d. Only contact you, everyday, no sms also will miss call... Then when i form 3, you suddenly tell me weirdo weirdo things, and then we together d. We stay in 2 different place, i in Penang and you r in Perak. But still we can undergo our relationship. But somehow, we still quarrel sometime tough. Haha. Really funny when think back bout that. Until i now already in University, you still contact with me everyday. Really appreciate you. When i in trouble you also there to support me. You really treat me very well.....

One more chance for you????
If you see my post, and you tell me that you heart me.
Then i wil say Yes to you.
I return the fate to the God.

Thats all~~~
Thanks GOD for helping me al the way and i will make GOD to do the decision for me...