new born laptop = new born me?

My laptop just got back from formating.

Window corrupted.

This is what the salesman told me.

So need to reformat.

And i was unable to back up everything

I lost everything

This make me feel it's so similar to my life.

I feel i lost everything in my life.

Especially you.

I never understand my feeling.

I always ask myself.

What should i do?

Am i the one who did wrong?

What is my future?

What if there is nobody loves me?

What i gonna do if i am alone for my whole life?

Lots and lots of question came out, pop out.

I cant answer everything.