Hate it~~

Friends, good to be when not staying together~

Even not good friends or best friends and just normal friends only, 

But when started to stay together, problem will start happening.

everything bad and good version of that person we could understand clearly.

Suppose to be nothing for me, i can tolerate everything everything, 

but if it keep happening, of course nobody can handle it anymore.

Believe me, its horrible, i keep telling myself, its nothing to me~

all i need to do, i behave~i control my temper~i need to do so,

Good to me and the other too~

I know i can control de, just like what Sing told me, control and soon everything will be invisible to me and its like antibiotic already~~~

Weee....i waiting for the antibiotic~~~

其实，对的意义是在哪里？如何解释?

字典里，没有教我什么是对还是错。

放弃是对的？还是我应该捉着不放？

没错，暧昧是一种不用负责任的感情，不必付出，要使任何一方有了他的另一半，也是没有错的。可是，真正的暧昧，带来的不只是开心，也留着痛苦的感觉。

常常你说你爱我，我也说我爱你，就真的感觉不一样了，彼此想放掉对方，就只怕以后会后悔，可是又考虑对方会不会找不到另一半。

 爱你爱你，这句话，我对你说的时候，我自己也不清楚我到底还是不是喜欢你，是一种依赖？习惯？还是感觉？

睡前会问一问自己，始终没有答案。

我是典型的水瓶座，我摸不清自己，我会看透人家，自己却是一塌糊涂。

What a day~

Just after a day, i had my seafood for dinner again.

Yesterday i went for seafood with my coursemate.

Then, i came back and told my housemate how nice how cheap the seafood a......

Haha, finally they can't Tahan anymore, and ask me to go again today.

Actually i slept at 6 in the morning only, woke up at 1 afternoon.

Skipped 2 class and did not step in school at all today.

I not suppose to do that, but i was playing card with them.

Until MorNing~!!!

Don't ask me what's the result, i ain't gonna tell you seriously.

Then, without an empty stomach for the whole,

we go for seafood again at last at 6.

Order a lot things today.

Include 1KG Prawn ** 3KG Crabbies ** 1KG Squid ** Steamed Fish ** Fried Lala ** ABALONE

Yea, abalone swimming in the 'pool'..

Not really nice....

So so only, they said they prefer abalone in the can.

Oh my goshhhhh......

Now, its already 3 in the morning, 

they still sitting and playing card.

I skipped it....

I should not play.

I knew what will happen if i play.

Guess you also understand.

Though today, you sms me until 2 in the morning.

Told me things that i really don't know.

I miss you, but not the way like couples.

Just like what we conclude:

Above Friendship, Below Relationship.

I love this quotes.

 

Free...

Finally, finally is the day after exam, and i gonna go back soon.

Finish mid term exam before holiday.

Enjoy a nice meal with coursemates.

And
And

And

Play cards and mahjong everyday????

Seafood~!

Seafood again~~~
I love to eat seafood again~
That day went for seafood at the famous Gayang seafood.
Very very expensive but not bad...
Then today, went to eat seafood.......again~~~
Then nice nice except nice its EXCELLENT~
Got fish, prawn, crab, crab, squid and also balitong.
Nice nice...
My friends say they will bring me go again tomorrow.
Yea....
I gonna get high cholesterol d......

Boring~!

I just woke up from my sweet sweet bed, i miss it badly now~!

Haha.....

I gonna have 2 midterm exam tomoro yet i still can fb now.

I don't want to do assignment~!

I don't want to study~!

But, last week the 2 midterm, i got really very bad result, if i din study again, sure i die very ugly.

I should not do this to myself.

I will hate myself in the future.

I gonna make it up~!

Then then then only i can enjoy my holiday nice and relax.....

I going hoe soon all my baby dalring.

Wait for me ya~!!1

happy & sad

happy ya?
quite happy today.....
But a bit sad.
People just like this , feel sad even when feel happy...
Happy say u say i miss u....
Sad because he say i am fat....

Mama:"Crayon, you look round now d, getting fatter now."

Crayon:"Ya, i am fatter d....I know it. "

Me :" Then, i got fatter?"

Crayon : "Ya, not only you~ All of us getting fatter."

Me: "Oh my god~! are you serious?"

Crayon: "Ya. I not bluffing you!"

Me : "Really really?"

Crayon: "Ya."

seriously i don't want and don't wish to listen to that and unfortunately that's what i heard, and maybe that's is the fact and i only can receive it.

Waiting

Can't wait to go back to my sweet sweet home next week.

I never countdown yet my housemate help me to do it everyday.

She is going home too, same day but different time.

How i wish i no need to study before coming back for holiday.

4 midterm and more more assignment for me,

lecturer want to kill me ha????

I WANT HOME HOME~~~~

island again~!

To accompany ling to kill her boredom, i went to the Mamutik Island again.
Suppose ling accompany crayon to go, but crayon was 1 of the committee of the activities, so its better i accompany her to go as she will be alone there.

Different friends to go with, of course there is different feeling, but i really feel the relax to be all the time in the sea.

Strong wave and strong wind, just a different feel when i went with my housemate.

A brand new in library~

I never step into the university library for this 3rd semester until today, until the day after a month, i came and sit for a few hours. I now only realize there are really lot of the first year student for this year and almost everyday library is full but of course without me. I never thought to stop at library when i finish class, i only think my home, sweet sweet home.

Always i reach home around 5 and rest for a while, then me and my fren play masak masak. I am not the one to cook, but i help to prepare those ingredients. That's why i got a big big cut on my finger. Its a ugly wound now, i hope it disappear soon. 

Then, night or no matter when we are free, we are always like the gamblers. Sit on the floor, with a cup of coffee or tea. Then, chips on our hand and then GAMBLE~!

We almost did it every week, not only poker card, we got a set of mahjong to play. Coursemate came to my house, not for visiting but for card or mahjong.

What's so nice to play i also dunno, i really wonder am i suit to play or gambling or not? i can say that i am the biggest loser. I never win even 1 game. I always send my money to other people. 

Haha.....

Gonna study the 12 page articles and make my summary now. I totally hate that. This is the first time i got to study article and too much theory for this semester. 

I want my programming back~!!

Birthday Girl

Happy happy birthday sis, Wei sing~!

You are 21 now and no more 12 ya......

Kudat Trip

After island, we went for a one day trip to kudat town.
Start our journey early at 4am.
My 'papa' is the driver.
He is so man, did not sleep at the night before.
And i sleep all the way to kudat just beside him.
'Mom' is the one who accompany him.
Sweet nia my 'pa' and my 'ma'.
First, we go to tip of borneo.
Then, we jalan jalan makan.
The famous taufu cost us so much and we will never go for a meal again, i think...
Then all the way, we went to mini zoo.
Then the famous LOngHouse.
Its is the place where the hong kong movie took place.
Nice and sweet to sleep.
Pay rm2 as the entrance fee and slept in the long house for 2 hours.
Nice nice nice......
I wish i can go around Sabah and Sarawak before i graduate....
Hope my dreams will all come true.

男朋友

男朋友就是为了陪你而放弃了他最爱的玩游戏、打篮球的那

个人；
男朋友就是每天不厌其烦的陪你吃饭、打水、散步、自习、送你回宿舍（家）的那个人；
男朋友就是虽然身上没什么钱，也会请你吃饭的那个人；
男朋友就是早晨你醒来时第一个想到的那个人；
男朋友就是能跟你打电话聊到半夜都舍不得挂的那个人；
男朋友就是在你最艰难的时候陪伴在你身边的那个人；
男朋友就是为了不让你担心，无论出了什么事都要自己默默承担的那个人；
男朋友就是手机里总是存满你给他发的短信，直到信箱满了都舍不得删掉的那个人；
男朋友就是无论你是不是漂亮都会夸赞你漂亮的那个人；
男朋友就是以玩游戏为由察看你的手机纪录，确信跟你常联系的都是你的女性朋友才放心的那个人；
男朋友就是学会唱他认为好听的歌，然后在你耳边唱给你听的那个人；
男朋友就是努力做到让你用崇拜的眼光来看他的那个人；
男朋友就是在你任性、耍小脾气时，也会忍住脾气不会冲你发火的那个人；
男朋友就是看到你流泪时，为你擦去泪水给你一个温暖拥抱的那个人；
男朋友就是就算你犯了错误，也舍不得骂你的那个人；
男朋友就是可以在车站等你很久也不会介意的那个人；
男朋友就是明明最不喜欢逛街，还能陪你一家一家的逛到你觉得满意为止的那个人；
男朋友就是最爱在你面前展露他的本领的那个人；
男朋友就是有着宽厚的肩膀可以让你随时依靠的那个人；
男朋友就是吃饭时放慢速度等你的那个人；
男朋友就是总是让你走在马路内侧的那个人；
男朋友就是过马路时会紧紧拉住你的手的人；
男朋友就是就算情人节也不会买花给你，让你对他又爱又气的那个人；
男朋友就是深夜为你开着手机的那个人；
男朋友就是用自行车带你出去兜风的那个人……

1 day trip

Went to 3 island yesterday.

I am dark dark dark now,

feel the body full of pain.

Cut by the stone bottom of my foot.

But still it is full of fun.

I aways wanted to go to island, 

but always dont get the chance to go.

At last, i sekali gus went 3 of them.

Manukan, Mamutik and also Sapi Island.

Yea, manukan not bad, quite big and we are the first to reach the island as it is still early. 

Nice, but not so much fishy. Play inside the water for the whole day.

I was upside down when bullied by Crayon.

Oh man, the water is so so so damn salty.

I drank alot of them.

Next, we went to Mamutik. It is the best among the 3 island.

Fishy fishy all all around us even i just step into the water.

Went snorkeling and alot of nemo inside it.

Fishy bite me.....

So scary and i dare not to go far far.

Had our lunch here too. 

Crayon woke up early in the morning and cook for us.

Fried rice + sausage + eggie.

Really tasty o Crayon.

That's why you need to cook everyday.

Last, sapi island.

The person who in charge of our boat told me that mamutik is full of nemo fish.

Then he also told me, sapi island is full of "duyung". I told him don't bluff at me.

Then when i reached mamutik and down in the water, i just realised, it is true what he told me.

Duyung = = pretty bikini girls

Oh man, all foreign and sexy bikini girls.

We were like WOW.

Hug in the water and kissing.

Change cloth without any toilet~ (too bad i missed it)

Crayon said we should always go Sapi.

Guys are always like this.

Haha...

Thats the end of our day with a simple dinner nearby our house.

It is a day full of joyment even i am hurt.

Next ntrip next trip please.

I am still wondering wanna go again to mamutik again this coming sunday anot.

But i am really dark and having sunburn.