累了，我真的累了。

从那天后，你对我的态度不一样了，不要说没有，我感觉到的。

你有秘密没有告诉我。

我不会再问你，或许就是你不信任我吧！

我不想我们之间还有秘密。

我不知道我这次是对还是错的选择。

可能这一次就真的没有回头的路了。

I never wish it was you~
I never hope that it was you~
I was so afraid that it to be you~

Please god, no matter what happen~
I will pray hard~
For him,
to overcome all the obstacles~
He will get well soon
AND
everything gone from him~
Wish him luck.......

DECEMBER 

Finally it came

I had been waiting for it.

It means i will be having my 1 month holiday right now

It means i had finish my final examination right now.

It means i can always hang out with my buddy right now.

It means i will be shaking legs at home right now.

It means i gonna use all my time watching drama and movies right now.

It means i gonna miss my bie for the whole day right now.

It means i can spend lots of time with my family right now.

It means i can shop with my sister and mom right now.

It means i can have meals with my cousins right now.

I can celebrate the X'mas at home~

Wondering if it is okay if i ask a bbq party from mom?

I can celebrate the New Year at home~

Wondering if it is okay if bie gonna meet pa and ma?

I wanna go for a trip badly, but my financial not really afford me to do that.

Bie said he going to genting, i told him i want to meet him there. 

But too bad brother is going to kl, so i should stay home accompany my grandma~

 

I am so freaking boring at home right now~~

Movie Movie and Movie~~~

I wanna get some extra money for myself....

I made lots of thinking and i dunno what i can do now~

Somebody pls, save me from boredom~